darkee999

I love and I suffer. And i change them so fast. I forgive. I regret Cause you fool me again! Your mine! And I'm yours! Then you're somebody else... I run after you! But I'm only your past... I'm alone... Like always... And I now that I'll stay Here 'till Somebody comes and tunes me again. With love and with taste And passionate grace. I lay myself in your hands So be careful how you handle the strings of my soul!

i know that i can but i don't do a thing that's how i treat you every day i say the right things but here we stop am i to lazy? am i to frighten? it couldn't be perfect but i want it that way why can't i just say what's on mind?

i watch how You suffer every day i suffer inside but often don't do a thing so i ask myself does it really matter? to you pitiable boy with your week legs trying to climb those 300 stairs alone with every pare of eyes on you but no one giving you that long waited helpful hand to you young beautiful girl all dressed up for your first date daydreaming when suddenly a horrible creature makes you feel the bitter taste of what bad can be to you middle aged abused mom forced to hide from your own blood confused abused abandoned alone does it matter that i suffer?

i am a blind man. i am a parasite. i steal emotions from others because i can't create my own. i can't feel something i've never felt before if you don't show it to me. i need feelings. i need them to come hard, full, intense. i need them but i can't create them i need You.

i destroy everything. i only create something to destroy it. i work so hard. i build it up. and it just needs that something to be just perfect i destroy it. And especially love or human relations. I just don't have the guts to do it right. Why? i destroy everything...