I love
and I suffer.
And i change them so fast.
I forgive.
I regret
Cause you fool me again!
Your mine!
And I'm yours!
Then you're somebody else...
I run
after you!
But I'm only your past...
I'm alone...
Like always...
And I now that I'll stay
Here
'till Somebody
comes and tunes me again.
With love
and with taste
And passionate grace.
I lay myself in your hands
So be careful how you handle
the strings of my soul!
i know that i can
but i don't do a thing
that's how i treat you every day
i say the right things
but here we stop
am i to lazy?
am i to frighten?
it couldn't be perfect
but i want it that way
why can't i just say
what's on mind?
i watch
how You
suffer
every day
i suffer inside
but often don't do a thing
so i ask myself
does it really matter?
to you pitiable boy
with your week legs
trying to climb those 300 stairs
alone
with every pare of eyes on you
but no one giving you that long waited helpful hand
to you young beautiful girl
all dressed up for your first date
daydreaming
when suddenly
a horrible creature makes you feel
the bitter taste
of what bad can be
to you middle aged abused mom
forced to hide from your own blood
confused
abused
abandoned
alone
does it matter that i suffer?